RIP XXX 1/23/98 - 6/18/18
(loop by prodSyren @prodsyren & prodyulo @yulobeatz)
Lyrics:
You gave a fuck
When I had enough
I was gonna jump
But you called my bluff
I was fucking stuck
Feeling numb with cuts
Filling up the tub
Feeling I give up, but
(Let me breathe you in
Until I can feel REAL again)
Did you forget
How it always went
When I was left
Standing by the fence
I had no friends
Cause of what they said
I was always red
Cause of how I bled, just
(Let me breathe you in
Until I can feel REAL again)
You may never see what I will be until I'm dead but
Promise me you will be here until the very end
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hell
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hell
Bet you had my side
Said you down to ride
I could rely
On you and I
You had me buy
Into the lie
Thinking I would die
With you nearby, but
(Let me breathe you in
Until I can feel REAL again)
That's all you say
Thinking that someday
That I'll be saved
Come as it may
I won't refrain
To let a train
Derail my brain
If I'm in pain, just
(Let me breathe you in
Until I can feel REAL again)
You may never see what I will be until I'm dead but
Promise me you will be here until the very end
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hell
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hell
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hell
What is REAL when I don't know if I can tell myself, but
What is REAL when all it seems to me is I'm in hellmore